Dear Miranda, It has been about four months since we have talked. During our year together I had done some incredibly unsettling things, things that have bothered me, and will continue to bother me for the rest of my life. I am to less of a man to apologize to you in person, or in voice so I leave this here so you can hopefully not only see it, but accept it. I was an ignorant and rage filled boyfriend. I took out many things on you, if they were your fault or not I did so. I am not looking to ever talk to you again, nor am I looking for you to accept my apology, it would be silly of me to think you would anyways. I just am here to apologize. Apologize for the things I said, the things I have done, the things that made you cry and feel like you were nothing. The things that made you hurt. I want you to know not a moment goes by where I don't regret it. And even though I have gotten over things, and what is in the past is in the past. I still love you. Not in a romantic way, but as a person. You have one of the most beautiful personalities I have ever seen, you are the most beautiful person inside and out that I probably will ever meet in my life. You are full of life, full of kindness, you only wish to do what is right. And though people beat you up again, and again you still continue to help people. you aren't like me, you didn't give up on the world, on people. You continue to fight, and you fight hard. That is commendable on so many levels. Whoever makes you theirs, is truly a lucky person. Whoever doesn't take you in, is a fool. I was a fool for wasting such a lucky chance I had. Until recently I hadn't realized it. You have a way about you, a vibe that is comforting. That is why your friends will always love you no matter what you do, that is why they waited for you. That is where I was ignorant in thinking I could take you away. There aren't perfect people in this world, but in my book you are as close as anyone can get to perfect. You're a great person, with a beautiful soul and an amazing heart. Thank you for the time you gave me, thank you for the things you have done for me. I didn't deserve any of it and you still gave it to me. I will always remember you Miranda.
P.S. Sorry for getting on your account, It was the only thing I could think of
to make sure you would definitely see it.
Listening to: Relaxing Piano - Studio Ghibli Complete Collection